when the sun comes up i will leave....

there is a Maroon 5 song that goes like this:
Somebody, slow it down.
This is way too hard. 
'Cuz I know
when the sun comes up,
I will leave
This is my last glance,
That will soon be memories
..... And when the daylight comes I'll have to go.....

 {we were all planning on sleeping in the family room. we pulled the mattresses out. dissemble the beds. But Rowe wouldn't fall asleep so we had to pull his his mattress back into his room. Maybe he wanted one more night in there :) }

....and just like that, we spent our last night in our first home. Our sweet home we built for our family as a little family of four. We woke up Saturday July 11th, finished loading our stuff and at 4pm had the MacFarlane Family come over for the key hand off. I walked them through the house telling them little bits of info and the insider info. After all, we were the only ones who had lived here and we were the ones who knew her the best :) I felt myself lingering, wanting to stay. Trying to come up with things to tell them about to keep me there. Nate had left earlier and was well into Idaho with the moving truck. Rowen was at my parents. Emersyn and i grabbed Goldie the fish. Ej had the responsibility to hold her bowl on her lap on our way to Riverton. As we pulled out Cami was taking their first picture on the porch of Rob and Reece.... i stopped offered to take one of the 3 of them... they had their first family picture on my  their wonderful porch. I wanted an exiting picture of my family there but it didn't happen :( too crazy of a day. Maybe it was for the better. It was rough. I bawled the entire way to Riverton liked I have never cried before. My heart hurt. My head hurt. It was done. AND we are on to the new chapter of our lives! Idaho or bust...... well, after a few months in Riverton.....